Emo zzzzz

Ya, I was emo-ing again listening to Christina Aguilera - Hurt. zzzzzz Just feel so down recently. Always stay inside my room facebooking and msn. B.O.R.E.D. =.=" I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE!!!!!!!! * Yeah! face to face*


Just now chat with an old coursemate. Think back many of the old memories in college. Suddenly i miss those days in college badly. Feel like wanna go back home now. At least I have my family to talk to and life wont be so boring. Sighs.


I guess we wont appreciate things when we're experiencing it. After it had gone or we know we cant back to those times then only we started to flash back all the memories and wish with all our heart to get back there. Haiz.


Been sick of myself for being so emo recently but I guess it was just part of my life here in Kampar. Yea, it was not so bad after all. But why I still feel lonely and so unhappy with my life? Sometimes I will even ask myself, :" Why am I here???" =.=''

The person who I care the most wasn't by my side makes me even feel worst. But he just wont understand how was I felt without him. He just wont understand. Maybe I should be independent. I AM independent. But independent people also will have their weakest times... * I guess I have the weakest times ALL THE TIME* zzzzz


Finally, I do wish myself don't be so emo anymore. *I hope so* And everything will be just fine for me. This song was so meaningful to me. Hope you guys will like it too.


Hurt lyrics
Songwriters: Aguilera, Christina; Perry, Linda; Ronson, Mark;

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you